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5/365:

Posted in Uncategorized on January 6, 2010 by juhoardan

Well, unfortunately I wasted my time on myspace just now when I could’ve been blogging about my day. So, this will have to be short and sweet.

Today was the first day back at school. Two new classes. AP English and Pre-AP Geometry. Not looking forward to the second one for obvious reasons. But, other than that, I’m not totally dreading my classes. Although, I’m pretty much over highschool. I’m ready to graduate. I know, I know… these are the years of my life and I should be thankful and live them up. Well, I understand that, but I just think there are better things for me. Bigger than highschool. They may be challenging, but I think, with the guidance God promises to give me, I’ll be okay.

Tonight, I went on a date with my boyfriend. We went to see Avatar in 3D and then we went to Qdoba for dinner. We also just spent some time together at my house afterwards. Tonight made me seriously happy and it’s nice to go to bed being this happy about life. I prefer it over being sad when going to sleep, which doesn’t really allow you to get rest. It’s annoying. But, not tonight, I’ll get sleep. Looking forward to it.

I’m very thankful for my life and I’d like to point out a couple things or people in particular. My wonderful Savior. Without Him, I’d get no where in life. My best friend, Samantha, for understanding and listening. My boyfriend, for being amazing and fun. My mother, for being there for me and comforting me when I need it, even when I’m not aware that I need it. Lastly, my dog, Jonah. Silly, I know… but, he makes me happy. :D

So much for short and sweet eh?

Goodnight everyone!

4/365: plain

Posted in Uncategorized on January 5, 2010 by juhoardan

Today hasn’t been very uneventful.

Woke up, started on finishing my english homework, helped my mom clean, finished all of my essays, went to eat with my dad, and then came home and relaxed.

I figured out another new years resolution.

I’m going to read more.

The Poisonwood Bible is an extraordinary book, and I haven’t even read the whole thing.

2009 memories and lessons.

Posted in Uncategorized on January 4, 2010 by juhoardan

- Broke a relationship. The Serious Relationship.

- Got close to someone and thought they were a potential boyfriend. Nope. It was sort of a fling, I guess. No big deal.

- Good times with Brandy.
Mophead
Scene Jokes “I’m so scene I can fit hairspray cans in my ears!” “I’m not a can, don’t label me”….”you are a can, a big can of scene kid”
Die To Yourself

- Made new friends, got close again with old friends.

- Lost friends.

- Became close with my five year crush, we became friends. Well, I’d say best friends.

- Starting dating my best friend.

- Fell in love with best friend.

- Learned lessons and put them to good use.

- Became distant from certain friends.

- Became a senior in highschool.

- Figured out what my life calling is.

- Realized how wonderful God really is. In every situation.

It was a good year. It enlightened me.

3/365: what?!

Posted in Uncategorized on January 4, 2010 by juhoardan

Oh boy! Today was an interesting day. There were really not very many events today. It was a typical day. It just felt very off to me, although I didn’t think that until later tonight. I totally broke down tonight. Well not totally, simply because I didn’t allow myself to. Have you ever had one of those days? When you feel like crying for no reason? Or when the things you’ve forgotten about suddenly start to come back and upset you? That’s what happened.

I just realized things today. Although it’s very hard to admit to everyone and anyone who might be reading this, I’ve been very selfish this year. With everything. I’m want attention too much and from too many people. I care about what people think of me way too much. And I take what people do for me for granted.  I’m flawed and I hate it.

So, here I am. On the internet confessing a huge flaw of mine. I’m ready to start over and be humble.

I never posted a New Years Resolution blog and now I’m ready with what I desire to achieve in the next year.

In 2010, I’m going to focus on others and expect nothing in return.

I’m also going to get my priorities straight. God before any others. I have been neglecting Him these past few weeks and I really shouldn’t.

I also want to find joy in the small things. I used to be that way and have been taking  things I was enjoyed for granted.

I’m ready for a new start.

2/365: Nice day for a off-white wedding.

Posted in Uncategorized on January 3, 2010 by juhoardan

The off-white remark refers to the wedding that attended and took photos for today. My step-sister became a married woman today. Her wedding dress was off-white and incredibly perfect. She also had feathers included in her bouquets, which was lovely as well. Richelle looked beautiful and incredibly put together. I was able to see behind the scenes while she was getting dressed, ready, and occasionally a little nervous. She did her hair and make-up all herself. Point is, it was nice.

After the wedding and reception, which was also rather entertaining, I went to my favorite boy’s house to help him put together barstools and just chill with him. I had a good time just chillin’ and talking to him. He’s wonderful.

New Year, New Start!

Posted in Uncategorized on January 2, 2010 by juhoardan

Starting 365. Can’t upload a picture, so I’ll just tell what happened!

Today, I woke up, got dressed, and got picked up by my boyfriend.
We went to wash his car at the car wash by my house first.
Then, we went to Ted’s to eat… where the adventure began. We were about to pay when Matt realized he didn’t have his debit card in his wallet, which was wierd because he never takes it out. Well, we had to leave my I.D. with them so we could go get his card and come back. We found it, went back, and paid. After that, we went to wal-mart looking for barstools for his house. Didn’t find any. Went to this rustic furniture place, which was super fun. There were stuffed dead animals everywhere though, crazy! Raccoons everywhere! But, it was a pretty awesome store. After that, we went to three other furniture places and finally found barstools at Mathis Brothers. Old Faithful. But, we had to fit six boxes in his S2000. We fit three in the trunk, and I held three in my lap. Haha! It was funny, but whatevz. Then, we just chilled at Matt’s house and it was nice. I love him. <3
Good start to 2010.

Have you ever?

Posted in Uncategorized on December 3, 2009 by juhoardan

Have you ever waited for something or someone for a long time? Did you think that you would NEVER EVER get that thing or person? I know what you feel like.

But I realized the greatest feeling is knowing that through the waiting and waiting and waiting some more…. I never gave up, and I got that exact person I wanted for so long.

That person doesn’t realize how much I really care about him and how much I’ve cared about him for a long time. I never wanted anyone other than him, but was willing to just be friends and long as he was happy. But, he’s mine now… and I really would not have it any other way.

It’s nice not to have to just sit around waiting for that person to realize you are the one for them and you’ve been right in front of them this whole time. It’s nice not to get overlooked for prettier girls that were all wrong for them. It’s nice to finally get looked at in the eye and feel loved by that person you’ve cared about for so long.

It’s the absolute greatest feeling in the world, and I wouldn’t trade any of it for some average, loser guy.

You’re a keeper. :)

Thank you

Posted in Uncategorized on November 20, 2009 by juhoardan

Today I realized I have a pretty great life with some incredible people in it. I think the few readers that may read this should know about all these incredible people. :)

Let’s start with the most important person in my life: God. Yeah, this may seem so cliche and you may be thinking “of course she would say God, but she probably doesn’t mean it.” You’re all wrong. God is my Rock, my Creator, my Savior, my Father, and my Best Friend. He has given me life to use as I wish. He’s an incredibly caring God, and all He wants is for everyone to give their lives to Him just so they will be taken care of. God has given me everything I need in life, and everyone I need in life. He has my entire heart, mind, soul, body, and spirit. Everything I have in me belongs to God and I’m proud to say that.

Now it is time to give thanks to those closest to me: My family. First, my mother. She is the best mom anyone could ever ask for. She does everything she can to take care of us and keep us all happy. She’s a very supportive mom and she believes we can do anything we want to do. She raised me to believe in God and trust in Him completely. She looks for the good in everyone and every situation. My life would never be the same without her, and I wouldn’t want to know how it would be if that was the case. She is incredible. Next up is my father. My dad is a musician, an artist, a writer, and one of the most amazing people I’ve ever known. He has influenced me in many ways, and if you know me, you’d know I’m not lying. He is such a strong person and has taught me how to be that way. I just thank him for being such a rad dad, in fact, the raddest dad ever. (: Time for the brothers and sisters… Julie, my sister. Her and I have gotten much closer lately now that I’m older (since she’s ten years older than me) and I love it. She’s been there for me just to talk to and to hang out with when I really need someone to hang with. She has helped me just talk things out and realize things aren’t such a big deal. I’m truly thankful for that. Tony, my oldest brother. Even though I don’t see him much, because he lives in Kansas, I learn a lot from how he presents himself and how he lives his life. He’s married with two kids now and provides for them flawlessly. He’s very smart in the way he spends money as well as in many other areas. He’s always been there if I’ve ever needed someone to talk to or just someone to laugh with. He is real with me and protects me to the best of his ability. Now for my brother, who is also one of my best friends, Damian. Oh boy, I have so much to say about him. He’s ALWAYS been there for me. To talk to, to hang out with, to make me laugh. Anything and everything. We’ve given each other honest advice countless times and I’ve thought about everything he has said and used it when necessary. Sure, we argue, like any other brother and sister, but we can never stay mad at each other for long. Damian has undoubtedly been one of the most influential people in my life and my life just wouldn’t be the same without him in it. Other people in my family: Lyndsi, my sister-in-law, was meant to be in my family and holidays would really not be as fun if she wasn’t there. Ty and Nathan, my nephews, they’ve really taught me what love is. Those two boys complete me. Oh and Jonah, my dog, (yes, I’m thanking my dog) I’ve had him for eleven years now and don’t know how I survived without seeing him everyday. He’s an angel in disguise. And of course, Chloe, my cat, for being awesome and super cute. (:

Now for my lovely friends… First things first, my best friend, Samantha. She is my siamese twin. My life would never be the same if I didn’t have her. She’s there for me to vent and rant about whatever I need to. She’s there to tell me the truth and the things I need to hear. She’s there to exchange beliefs and thoughts about every subject you could think of. But most of all, she’s there to have fun with when I just need some laughter and happiness in my life. She’s such an incredible friend and I really love her. I couldn’t get by in life without her. Matthew: my boyfriend. Although we’ve only been going out for about two months now, I have much to thank him for. I’ve known him and liked him for years now. He’s showed me what it’s like to really love someone. I know what love is because of him. He makes me want to be a better person. He makes me feel like an incredible person. He’s there when I need some joy in my life. When I need some comfort. If something is bothering me, he listens to what I have to say, and fixes the problem. He’s willing to compromise and I love that. I can be myself around him and he can himself around me. He has made me insanely happy in this short amount of time and oh, how I am looking forward to the future with him in it. <3 Emily: My best friend in Georgia. I haven’t met her face to face. I met her on Xanga about five years ago and we’ve been best friends ever since. She’s such an important part of my life. We lift each other up and give each other advice when we needed it. We are countability partners and remind each other how to live the way God wants us to. She has been there for me more than some of the people I see every day have been. Brandy: I’ve known her forever, but just recently got close last year. She is always there for me to have fun with. We have had some of the most hilarious times and I will never forget them. She makes me feel good about myself and she’s just someone I can be myself around.

These people are insanely important to me and they deserve some recognition.

(I might add more later) :D

Challenge

Posted in Uncategorized on November 19, 2009 by juhoardan

I’ve noticed how many people live like they are the only ones in the world. Like the only person that matters is themselves. Not ever think about others.

Well, I’m challenging whoever reads this to live life differently than those people. Be generous. Be kind. Be courteous. Go out of your way to do something nice for someone. Whether you like them or not. Maybe they will learn how to be that way for someone else. Just be nice. That’s all. It’s not so hard when you really try.

:)

To be happy, you must think happy..

Posted in Uncategorized on November 13, 2009 by juhoardan

Today is “To Write Love On Her Arms” Day. To Write Love On Her Arms is an organization that fights against Depression, Self-Abuse, and Suicide. So I wrote love on my arm and had my friends write it as well.

Which brings me to my story… I asked this boy in my yearbook class to write love on my arm and he asked why, so I explained what it was for and such. Well, he said “Love just leads to more pain.” Of course, I got defensive about it.. and explained that not all love leads to pain.. he said “wait til your boyfriend breaks up with you and you’ll see!” Well, I really don’t see Matt leaving me.. but, if he did.. sure, it would suck… REALLY BAD.. but I’d find someway to be happy. But, not all love leads to pain.. not all love leads to one leaving the other, and it is sad that people think that way. Very sad. But, love is not the subject here. Happiness is.

Happiness comes from having the right attitude. If you say your day is going to go well, then it will. If you keep that attitude no matter what.. you will automatically find the brightside of the day. If you look at life with a positive perspective, you will find the best things in life and it will keep you positive that everything will be okay in the end. That’s why I say, to be happy, you must think happy. Think your life will be good, even through the bad things and it will. Keep in mind that everything happens for a reason.. you will go through bad things and trials… but, it will all teach you a lesson and help you out later in life. I promise.